series of emotion

in past few days i don't know what way my emotions were running!a series of thought ranquiet amazing and scary!!!!!life has shown few wierd stuff......feel likenothing goin as promised as before...?1->consience still lingers down my sooulcannot think of happiness my heart gotta holeburdened by burdens,halted by my respectcannot find around whose the suspectwith all eagles eye,fallin in for demisecouldn't recognize.it was u not my soul!------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------2->tonight i feel lonely,cold wind blowssunshine has lost it's happiness,only night,is what now swallows,what wrong did i do?the only question that haunts me!with a candle i walk in storm of my heartlight vanishing ,all dark....like a zombie i walk with no breathe,no reason to live.------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------3->i wonder why rain fallsand clouds so dark.heated up all soulsamidst of sorrow in the sunquenching away i guessthe raindrop fallsflooded my heart,plenty saddness it broughtemotions hiding down the lanethey turned up with the flowpouring out of my eyesfeelings lying down below--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------4->my heart in pain, all effort's in vain , what should i do? where do i go? am all alone... no one to see... to stand beside me.. am alone..all alone everyday ,what's happening? in my sadness um drowning. why i have to cry? cuz in my heart sad emotion's , they lie,lie............------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------5-> "so hard to help,life's a wealth burdened by love,dark all alone! to feed hungry,toil a day! pilling up saddness,a dismay"this thought cam when i saw a person who was eroding his life for others to exist and be happy....-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------